The word “blog” was something I hadn’t even heard of until early 2008. My husband and I had tickets to attend a Selah/Point of Grace concert and we heard that the lead singer of Selah wasn’t going to be able to attend. His wife was carrying a baby that was “incompatible with life” and she was due to deliver the same week as the concert.
The radio station gave the name of Angie Smith’s blog, and asked us to pray.
I wasn’t even sure what I would find on this blog, but I wanted to read more about this family. So that night, while using my incredibly slow dial up internet service, I logged on and found myself engrossed in a story I hadn’t expected.
Here was a woman, who had made a choice to carry a baby they were being told wouldn’t survive, and she was praising God in the middle of it.
I was heartbroken for her and yet inspired by her faith. My own prayer life changed as I found myself praying for Angie and her family. I watched as a community of strangers left comments and encouragement, offered up prayers and showered them with love.
Until that time I didn’t know that community could be formed online.
And then in February of that same year my husband and I had a miscarriage. I was really struggling with the loss, even though it was early in the pregnancy, and I needed a way to process everything.
I had journaled as a teenager and thought that maybe this blog thing might help me. And so my first family blog was born.
I had 4 readers, literally 4. My parents and my grandparents. 🙂
Initially, I was writing for me….finding a way to work out my faith in this grief process I was going through.
The writing was healing for me and while I didn’t have an audience of 10,000….I was so encouraged by the community that I had seen form online that I kept going.
Then somehow I stumbled onto a few more blogs and “met” other women who were dealing with pregnancy loss and infertility struggles. I was not alone. And while none of us had the same story, I recognized that each individual story mattered. (<=== Click to Tweet)
I am sharing the rest of the story over at Laura Rath’s blog today – will you join me over there?!
Original Photo Credit: Walt Stoneburner modified by Kristin Smith
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